Jacob Alan Walker

Happy Birthday Precious Boy

Hi Sweetheart. Well another year has gone by and I still miss you everyday darling. Enjoy your party with all your little angel friends and I hope you got your balloons, presents and cards. Don't worry about Daddy you know Granny Bear will take great care of him.

Love you so much
Granny Bear
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Jackie (Grandmother)

October 3, 2010

Hiya baby boy.

Its going to be your third birthday in a week and i have made sure your grave is clean as usual. its been so long since i have seen your face. all i can look at is your pictures and the memory of carrying you. Its not enough jacob. But it has to be and i am proud every day that you tried even if just for a second. one day me and you will meet up. and then i will get a chance at least to be your dad.

Daddy.

Kenny Walker

September 25, 2010

Happy Birthday My precious boy

Happy birthday my precious boy. I hope you like the presents we have all sent you. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses sweetheart.

All my love now and always
Granny Bear
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Jackie (Grandmother)

October 3, 2009

Happy Birthday My Angel

Happy Birthday sweetheart. I hope you play with all the presents that are being sent to you with so much love. I miss you so much and am sending lots of hugs and kisses to you on this special day.

All my love now and always
Granny Bear
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Jackie (Grandmother)

October 3, 2008

Jacob - A Precious child, always remembered.

The love for you will always go on, and your mummy and daddy will think of you every day, watch over them angel and play nicely with the other children in Heaven. Big Kiss and cuddle, gone for now, but always remembered.

xxx

Anna Amp Russell Tiffany (Friend)

July 14, 2008

A top little man!!!!!

To Jacob, you are going to be missed soooooooo much little chap!!!!! You have a fantastic mummy and daddy, but im sure you already know that!!!! You behave yourself up there little man, because im sure if you are anything like your daddy and mummy you will be having people on and making people laugh!!!!! You will never be forgotten, i wish you could have grown up with Olivia my little girl because im sure you would of made great friends!!!! By the way i hope you liked the little teddy olivia left for you to play with!?
Missing you always Love Kelly, Jez and Olivia.xxx

Kelly Avery (Family Friend)

July 13, 2008

My Little Jacob

I have a little Grandson who means the world to me
He's living with the Angels and is as special as can be
And even though he's up there, playing in the clouds
He's still my precious Grandson and I am so very proud
I know I can not hold him, or bounce him on my knee
But only have to close my eyes, his little face to see
I never will stop missing him and wishing he was here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that he is very near
So play happily little Grandson, you will never be forgot
I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .

All my love
Granny Bear
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Jackie (Grandmother)

June 4, 2008

Dreams

For nine months the world revolved around you, and it was worth it, you were beautiful. Your uncle clint was the second person to see you. and i hold you dearly in my sons heart clint just for your bravery.Thankyou for your kind words and for your faith carrying everything along. They say the time is a healer. I sincerly hope so.

Kenny Walker (Father)

May 2, 2008

It does not get easier.

Dear Jacob's Mummy and Daddy,

I can only imagine how you guys feel. My thoughts are always with you guys.

A message for Zoe...
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Sometimes we spend so much time thinking about what happened, why did it happen? Is it something that i did? Can i blame myself for it, just for a reason? You must be thinking all these things, it is natural.

One thing to take into mind is that sometimes, there are no answers. You cannot blame yourself as it was not your fault. God is the only person that can take someone so young away, Jacob was too precious for our world.

He will be looking down on you now with love and care and thinking he wants you to be happy with life, knowing that you will love him always, safe in the thought that you cannot blame yourself for something you did not have a choice in. You would honour him by accepting that you had no part in the choice. Talk to Kenny and tell him how you feel, he will listen to you, part of healing is communicating your feelings to each other.

A message for Kenny...

You have been through so much this year. Not many people could take the stress you have been through. Even though you are keeping a brave face, you have a wonderful wife to talk with. Communicate with each other about Jacob, he IS your son whether on earth or in Heaven. You can both move forward together in the knowledge that you both have the same thing in common, you both love Jacob. There are things in life that will test your love and devotion to each other, sometimes they come at you out of the blue and sometimes you can see them coming....Talk about everything that bothers you. No matter how small.

I pray to God every night for you two, i know that you will both come through this and look back and say 'it was hard, but we did it'.

Love you Both
Clint xx

Clint (Uncle)

April 21, 2008

always love you

hello precious,
just to let you know i miss you very much, and you are always in my heart.
you are thought of everyday.
i will always love you my sweetheart each and everyday for the rest of my life.
all my love
mummy. xxxxxxx

Zoe Walker (Mother)

April 16, 2008